June 2009
1 post
this tumblr is shit.
May 2009
6 posts
ughh.
what.
jeeze.
holy shit,
your smile is beautiful.
bowling alley battle scar
baby, i’m sorry for holding you down if only i’d known, maybe i wouldn’t have fallen so deep this relationship was dirt cheap you had me begging on my knees honey, did you ever really leave?
you’ll always be so beautiful to me though redheads will never settle i should have known better only anchorage will have realized why do i linger?
i hate how you took me by surprise...
i want to write.
i do.
but i can’t.
what a compromise.
i’ll never forget that red headed kid
with the child bearing hips
and perfect thin lips
she came up to my shoulder
all i want is to hold her
with her alaskan gray eyes
and smooth silky thighs
how i wish she were mine
just one more time
i suppose it’s all fine
i’m over it now
i’m over her now
but that doesn’t mean i wouldn’t take her back
if she ever asked
i...
April 2009
23 posts
i have to get this out of my system.
god, people are SO awful. kids my age, they’re terrible, immature, lack common sense, and just need help.
seriously, why would you make fun of innocent people? why would you make fun of people anyways? why would you make fun of special needs kids?
i hate yearbook, they’re so fucking ignorant.
there’s this nice little group that make fun of innocent people that have never hurt...
dear ______,
time was our only enemy the smooth slide of your hands over my skin cup the smile you swore to never forget oh, how did you forget? how could you forget? wrapping my hands around this gold never hurt so good to be free, but wanting you just the same
air matress dreams were everything to me how shots of broken limbs stirred every tear in me you left behind you were colder than the storm, the ice...
omg no
agenda.
cute outfit tomorrow (maybe) spring supplement page in yearbook study more of psychology book charlie’s parvo shots on friday wingo trade day on saturday order recycled rice bag? soooo cute. finish second collage for bedroom clear spot for new table and chairs!
down by the riverfront.
you know, where i live may be a boring ass place, but about 45 minutes away is the riverfront. it’s amazing, i guess i took it for granted all these years but i’m so in love with it now! the art, the culture, fashion, the lofts and museums, everything. the people are nice from what i could tell, it’s so awesome. and being in the stores on the second floor and looking down at the...
total revenge - say anything
When I like you it’s total revenge. I want to, but I can pretend that I don’t need to be your side again. Wrap me up in a plastic case. Pat me down with your warm embrace. I wanna know where you’ve laid your face at night for all these years. You’re a problem that I can’t abide. I could sleep well, if only I tried But I stay up and dream of a bride to be. Oh me! Oh...
“So I cheat on you, I beat on you, with words and with actions. I will never tell...”
– Say Anything
stereotypical.
wow i didn’t know how ignorant people can really get. people act a certain way, dress a certain way, etc to be considered a certain label. yet they hate it when someone calls them by that label, so then why fit all the criteria? or try so hard to anyways?
tonight at the blue building show i just realized how fed up i’m starting to get with people. a whole group of hardcore dancers...
spring break list #1 (:
- spring break mixed cd / DONE!
- long relaxing bubble bath
- self tanning lotion?!
- warm clothes?!
- laundry
- clean room?
must accomplish…
tonight?
possibly.
SPRING BREAK 09 BABY!
gonna be home all week though hahaha.
i’ll make it fun. (:
gotta make a grocery list, and other lists, and redo my tumblr, shit.
I have some tumblr redoing to do. Add that to the list.
haha, can’t believe you’re already asking out another girl. jackass.
updated list. (:
- charge camera before saturday - show saturday with justin&destiny - prom shoes, make up, headband, jewelry - puppy stuff - exercise! - yearbook done tomorrow? - downtown paducah over spring break. - spring break NEXT WEEK!
SHIT SON. http://www.cnn.com/2009/WORLD/asiapcf/04/02/north.korea.rocket/index.html
compiled new list of things to do. be up later.
okay. goals - yearbook done by friday, charge camera before saturday, start reading night for rickman’s class. can i accomplish?
ahahaha i’mma creeper.
i want blood, i want blood from you. if it ain’t your love, i want blood from you.
so, today.
stood up again. he led me on and then finally said he didn’t like me and just wanted to be friends. no. i don’t want to be friends.
- bought puppy a collar a leash today.
- yearbook must be getting done like, now.
- yearbook done by friday?
- start reading night for english 3
- show saturday with bff justin (: consuming dawn, set the chariots a fire, tearing down vegas, and shakodi
-...
waited for you again, got stood up again too. i’m the biggest fool.
def. wearing my new louisville shirt tomorrow. i
i know it's mad.
today i skipped my lunch to go to your’s. i sat in the commons at a table and waited. you saw me and i saw you, but you pretended like you didn’t see me and ignored me. today i didn’t get any lunch. all i ever do is try. maybe i’m not beautiful enough, or skinny enough. all my best friends are at all college. all i want is just someone to keep me company at least now that...
March 2009
59 posts
goodnight internet world. stupid kylen, you made me feel like shit. ):
isn’t good enough to be anybody’s someone.
this is all i can do.
i’ve sang until my throat is raw. nobody will ever hear me. the stereo’s too loud.
who’s going to listen to me after i’ve done all the listening? ):
"right where i belong, in this sad, sad song."
sure, i liked you. and no, it would have never really worked.
i don’t think i like being called an innocent bystander.
it makes me feel unimportant.
you feel unimportant because she’s treating you like shit, but that kind of hurt me too, you know?
and you abandoned me before, and hurt me just as well. before you planned on never speaking to me again, how do you think that made me...
am I a shitty girlfriend? I’m always the one getting dumped. hmm.
twistori →
omg awesome.
scarlett johansson movie box set = excellence.
oh, march 2009.
i know that in the past i have tried to impress people and make an impression being something that everyone else is. i’m finally ready for a change and i was stupid for thinking i had to fit in. i’m going to wear what i want, say what i want, act how i want, listen to what i want, watch what i want, date who i want, everything.
although i don’t think dating is high on my list...
and that’s that.
can’t make your heart flutter, like you’d let me.
they touch your skin with velvet gloves and made you feel alive.
and today I’m blowing my kisses to boston. (:
my hands will wait for a taste of your skin.
off to fail an algebra 2 test.
laying in bed with music, cookies, and diet coke, I’m still missing how you called me baby.
ughhh, nooooooo. ):
you will see your beauty every morning that you rise.
there is a girl who haunts that lighthouse, she saved me.
I feel so untouched that I want you so much.